December

20th..

was my bday. celebration? nope... i celebrated here, with my net frenz. sometimes i feel they r closer 2 me. some onlined specialy 2 wish me. while others left their wishes on my FB. be4 tht i received gifts from them as well. scarfs, shoes Masya-Allah i am blessed...blessed 4 having them in my life. i never be alone. now n 4ever Insya-Allah... thank You Allah for blessing me with so much luvs from my surrounding, near n far...

i also turned 35, old? i luv 2 use tht term be4. but now i prefer 2 use "matured". even though i normaly act n behave like small kids. i am a childwoman. child at heart but will always remain a woman. 35 for me is a nice number. i remember sharon stone potraying a role of a 35 year old woman in "sliver". she looked so attractive potraying a 35 year old... i was 19 when i saw her in the film. i told myself " i couldnt wait to be 35..." n i turned 35 oficialy this month n this year... Alhamdulillah...

any changing? i think probably. i wanna upgrade the quality of my work. i wanna work hard, i wanna improve n moving a lot. i wanna leave my old habit. laziness, ignorance. i pray may Allah give me strength for this.



luv? yes i hve it with me all the time. my source of luv is Allah, my one n only. i hve been His servant n a Muslim for 35 years. but.... i hve discovered Him n Islam only for the past 2-3 years. i am not ashamed 2 admit this. i hve repent. n i hve put other things aside. my priority now is Him. this is my finest n the best gift for my bday....the luv of Allah and also being a muslim...

december is closing its door. soon would be Christmas. later would be the new year.... n every year december will always bring me the same thing... my birthday... Thank you Allah.. thank you 4 everything.. You r my pride, my glory, my everything n thank you for lending me this soul...